MY DAIRY PART-------'''I THINK ENGLISH IS PIVOT IS OUR LIFE.'''' ......I felt so embarrassed when i was talking in Hindi with her and she told me' I don't know how to speak Hindi...that time, her behavior amazed me and i replied,' it is very ridiculous statement .it is malevolence, you don't know Hindi. one more thing i am also well in English, but i never talk to English with Indian. She smiled n told me,' I sure u don't know how to speak English and i think English is underbelly of yours. Again she whispered me,' you have done MBA. so ask own heart???..sorry!!!! you are egoist person n u r real Indian.so let us talk in Hindi............ kya kabhi tumne apne dil se puchha hai ki tumne kya paaya hai apne life se. sayad kabhi nahi puche,is life me sirf jeene ke liye aaye ho to hindi theek hai, magar zindagi me kuch karna hai to sayad iss language ki knowledge rakhna bahut jaruri hai...we know also we never can forget Hindi till we alive bcoz it is heart for us n we know also heart is very soft thing. so don't think about heart, think about own mind( English)....or haan abhi tumhe mein hi galat nazar aa rahi hogi, lekin kabhi dil se puchna jawab tumhe mil jayega ki koun galat hai.......ok i need to go n sorry again if i hurt you and don't take to my word in own heart. .........................I wanted screamed out her, but i was speechless. i wanted to explain her but it was difficult to persuade her to change her mind. i couldn't say her yes!!!! i have taken your word in own heart.i was silent as if i were i am dumb. i was only feeling about myself,' is it true? is she right? ...i think she is right. it was only my disbelief,' i am omniscient person. Now day she is not part of my life but her words hunt in my heart again n again. i think about her words a lot. I feel she really flourished me. I have made an obsessive and adorn fan of her. .....NOW i think obsession about my career. i can do anything to jeopardize myself career..if i got my path then i would really grateful of her............